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[.Me.]
I'm feeling: The current mood of lin986@aol.com at www.imood.com
Name: Linda
Nickname: Lin, Jonesy,BebopChick, Phreya
Age: 19
DOB: 9/6
Height: 5'3"
Hair: Brown(naturally) now black brown
Eyes: Brown
Location: NYC
Siblings: 2 brothers(both older)
Sport: Hockey
Team: New York Rangers
Fave Players: Dan Blackburn, Jamie Lundmark, Mike Richter, Mike Dunham
Grade: 2nd year in College
Piercings: 2(both in ears)soon more. . .



[.Likes.]
Blue and Black
Surfing the web
Hockey
New York Rangers
Music(SOAD FTW!)
My pets (1 kitty)
Video games
Winter
Cosplay
Sailor Moon
Cowboy Bebop(I <3 Spike ^_^ lol)
Trigun
Chobits
Full MeTaL Alchemist
Hellsing
Naruto
EverQuest ^^
World or Warcraft(my new addicting crack =/)



[.Dislikes.]
School
Islander fans
Devils fans
Puck Bunnies(ick)
Glen Sather
Smart people
Florida
Summer
My computer(sumtimes)
Ass holes
Shit heads
the heat
Parents that think their child is gifted
People who can't take a fucking joke for their life!

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Saturday, November 26, 2005
I hate the holidays

I'm just glad that it's all over. . .for now at least. There was just way too much shit to deal with this year and i am just glad that it's behind us and that it won't be back for a whole year. . good times right? =P. Soo anyway shit load of family came over, whitney came too and all thats left at the house is whitney which is good. . .can only deal with so many people in one area and having my grandmother, whit and brother his fucking wife and their demonic child all in one house for one retarded reason is just...well retarded. Tried my best to help relieve the stress in the kitchen with my mom but thats basically all i really did. . . its not a big thing to me. . . no holiday is. . . just a waste of time and a waste of money. Well enough with the holiday shit. . . . have a whole nother shit load of stuff being added on to it with all that i have due on monday for class. Go figure that all the classes that happen to give me something due all happened to be the classes that i have on monday. . so here i am procrastinating on saturday. . . but i did manage to get quite a bit done today. Did my math and biology test this morning before we all went out for dinner. . . i didnt really wanna go. . more so didn't even wanna be with anyone today, just wanted to chill alone for a bit and just think. So when ppl bug me when i dont want to be bugged i get all spaced out and just dont pay attention all together. Soo since i had to go to the library and pick up some books for my research paper due on monday it gave me the perfect oppertunity to be by myself and not have to deal with all those around me. . . i just needed to be by myself for once. So many people here this past week just is fucking with me. Honestly i enjoyed going to the library and being there alone and walking home very slow so i didnt have to see anyone for a bit. Twas nice, but now back to the real world. . chaos. . . nice. Speaking of which i fucked up so much this week i dunno wtf is going on in that head of mine. . something i assume but who knows, right? I've been totally ignoring terence when i would talk to him. Not on purpose mind you, cuz i would never do that, but there has been soo many distractions around me this week that i totally put him on the side from everything else. >< feel so bad about that. Hopefully when normalacy returns i won't screw it up again. . .cuz i really dont do that but i dunno. . like i said am all fucked up. I'm just gonna leave that at that cuz if i go into it more i won't stop writing and well there is no time for that. . . . anyway i got nothing else really, So i'm just gonnaa enjoy the music of hypnotize and just attempt to enjoy the rest of my vacation. . . if you could even calll it that. .


Posted at 11/26/2005 4:32:54 pm by Lin986
 

Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Wuwu one more day

One more day till what you ask? Whit coming? Nooooo Thanksgiving?? Fuck nooo. . then what u retard?! Till mah vacation. Screw everything else i need my days off to relax from college. Oh wait wait not true. Cuz even during my vacation which i was once looking forward to has been turned into an even more stressful week with 3 of my four classes piling on all this uncessary bull shit that happens to be all due on the same day. /sigh i never seem to get a break. . i gues my real break will be when i am done with the semester and i get to see my segzy. . so long from now. . fucking college ><. Soo bascially now i have a math test on monday, a biology take-home test due that day and a first draft of my research paper for enlgish. . oh boy such fun right? Thats gotta pile with all the family tahts gonna be here plus whitney. . . . i dont need this right now. . . no matter what this school always finds a way to bite me in the ass and fuck me over.(not literally of course). I also that week gotta get advised because apparently i am gonna have to register for next srping cuz i still dont know if i am gonna be trasfered yet. . . . or at all . . . .god how i hate nyc and they're fucked up college system. DAMN U CUNY!! Well anyway lets see tomorrow is my last day for classes and a lot of ppl will be coming over tomorrow cuz they will not only be staying over but some are just comiing over for the hell of it. Like we wont see u the next day for fucking thanksgivng right? Fucktards. But whatever right? Just tune it all out lol. What is the point of this holiday? OR any for that matter? I'm sure i must say this every year when the holidays come around lol. .  .but i mean really wtf. Guess i'll never understand it. . .  .but all i know is that its all a waste of time and moeny. Anyway on a more interesting note.  .rangers won today against buffalo wuwwu. . even though all i saw was OT and teh almost close shootout it was still good for me ^^. Soo 3-2 i guess u can consider it with the winning shootout lol. . oohhh and the best news of teh day. I got teh NEW SYSTEM OF A DOWN CD AND ITS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!1111!!!1!1!!!ONE!!!1 Yea its good shit and i encourage all to listen to it. They were also in nyc today and i didnt see them >< cuz i am a total retard. . but i had class and it was fucking cold out omgz!! Right now they should be performing at webster hall they were having a show their tonight. . omg omg omg i cant wait to they premire that on mtv2 cuz i'ma watch it. Well i got nothing else for ya, but get the new soad cd cuz its good shit =)


Posted at 11/22/2005 10:20:47 pm by Lin986
 

Sunday, November 20, 2005
Wow one month already. . =)

Bet your wondering what that means? Well now try to figure it out by yourself and maybe I'll say something. . .should i be feeling nice enough to do so =). Well it is nice to be able to get up and not have to worry about some project, test or paper due the following day and procrastinating until the final hours like i had weeks before. Soo yay i finally get to enjoy a weekend doing absolutely nothing wuwu. So you may be asking what have you been doing? Heh don't remeber the last time i wrote so i am just gonna start writing about anything lolz. Ummm thursday had my bio test wasn't too bad plus had my english midterm. Got a B on the paper, not complaining. I mean it is better than getting a C or something. Midterm was basically shit. . .grammer. . . why the fuck are we learning that in an English 201 class? Shouldnt we be writing papers? You'd think that right? Well we only wrote maybe 2 papers this whole semester so far. She was thinking we would be writing like 8 papers. . .but she's so fucking dumb.. i'm not complaining. I get enough work from my other three classes her just adding to it would just make it worse. Soo ok friday i got my economic test back. 80% soo wuwu with that cuz i thought i failed lolz. Also that project i had was due. And of course i waited until like 12am the night before and started working on it. Why? I dunno i am a fucking slacker i mean omg so much more than last year. . yea that college feeling wore off. . . now instead of trying to get good grades i will be happy with just a barely pass. . .heh not a good way to look at college but i mean i can't help it. I mean this is suppose to help me get this career i am going to have. . . so what if i fuck up a few clases right? Niiice way of looking at it retard. . lol yea i slack. . it's a skill.  ph34r it =P. Hmmm speaking of which i need to get advised for spring 06 registration because i dunno if i am going to mah new college next semester or not. . but i mean of course that would happen. . thats how everything happens. . .get you hopes up for what? Shear disappointment lol. . . shouldn't do that anymore heh. Soo what do i have to look forward to this week coming up? Well first off i have only 3 days of classes and i am happy about that cuz less classes means more time to slack =p. Also system of a downs new cd is coming out. . already listened to it ohh about 20times that I can recall. . could be mroe. . .not less though. Listening to it right now. . lol good shit. Ummm thanksgiving is something that i am not looking forward to but it is coming up so bleh. . whit's coming so thats cool. . . family coming over. . not cool. . .oh i hope everyone gets into a fight. . i like to see the drama. . . the pissed off faces. . . the bull shit arguing. . .i jsut may have to start it off. . .get that ball rolling. . . =). I need a job lolz. . . slacker omg >< yea thats me. Sum me up in one word.. . i'm sure people have many more but please leave those for the tag board. . but slacker must take the cake. . well now, who would of thought i would bull shit so much. And to think i thought i had nothing to say to you people. Feel the love my bloggers. . . feel it. .


Posted at 11/20/2005 2:47:21 pm by Lin986
 

Wednesday, November 16, 2005
OMG /cry!!!

Looked at the system of a down website and i found out that they are gonna be in NYC for their album release and i wanna go omg omg! The first 400 people are gonna be able to get autographs and go to their show later that night omg /cry!! I also found out that Mtv.com is letting you listen to the whole album before it comes out. Soo here i am blogging and listening to it and it fucking ROCKS!!! Omg i am soo gonna try as hard to get there and see them ><. And if i am lucky get an autograph. Lol anyway enough of me being ohh so crazy lolz. Anyway something is really been fucking me up this week. I mean i can usually handle the stress but for like the second time this week i woke up late and had to run out of the house totally feeling like crap ><. I just hope it doesnt happen tomorrow cuz i have 2 test tomorrow one being a midterm and i need to get up early tomorrow cuz its my early day, der lolz and i just hope i hear the alarm this time lolz. Hmm so lets see i have this extra credit project in economics due on friday and am hoping to start it up after i write this entry, cuz its due soon and well even though its not mandatory i probably fucked up the test we had on tuesday and i need a boost in my grades as much as i can possibly get at this point. I dont need to be failing classes and since i didnt drop any i really need to be on the ball about making sure not only that i pass these classes but that i get an ok decent mark so it doesnt drop my gpa so low that it will totally fuck me up in the transfering process. Hmm lets see what else. . oh yes everything goes good with mah segzy terence soo yayorz for that =). . .ohh yes the rangers played yesterday and i actually saw a game for once after missing soo many lol. It was against toronto and boy was if a fucking awesome game. Granted we lost but we were so damn close. . .that damn breakaway >< omg jagar almost had it. . bah. If it wasnt for teh penatlies we would of won. Hmmm well lets see i got nothing else to write and lets all just hope i do well on these tests lol. Oh yea whit is coming next week. . yay . . . . o god thanksgiving is next week ><. . /sigh this should be fun a bunch of family that you dont wanna fucking see and getting into a fight in the mist of it. . .good times. . .


Posted at 11/16/2005 6:32:54 pm by Lin986
 

Monday, November 14, 2005
OMFG I am a tard

Jeeze leave it to me to stay up way past the time i am suppose to and then miss the class that i needed to go today. What am i talking about u ask? Well i had this english paper due today a big one before the midterms so she says she wanted a decent grade for us. Soo we worked on it for like 2 weeks and then she told us last week that it would be due on monday. So this whole weekend because i procrastinated so, i emalied her constantly back and forth about what i was writing and if it was ok and shit, so i was typing it yesterday and whatever. So its around 11pm and i just finished talking to Terence OMGZ MAH SEGZY!!!!! <3, and i was gonna stay online till about 1am which was the time i usually go to sleep inorder to get up at 5:45am successfully. Heh got kinda caught up in something and didn't end up going to sleep until about 2amish lol soo waking up at 5:45am was not going to happen and if it was it wasn't going to be easy. And sure enough what happened. I woke up when the alarm went off hit it and then went back to sleep. . . . thinking it was only 5mins later i propped up head up to realize that i had overslept for like an hour. Soo attempting to rush everything i took a shower and what not and realized oh shit i am not gonna make it, i should of already left by now this is bull shit the one day that i actually needed to be there and i'm not. Soo i ended up missing the class and emailing her the paper. . .which i dunno if she got yet cuz she is such a fucking space case omgz. Aynway enough of my woes. . . cleaned up room up this weekend for an upcomming visitor =P and it's so wierd to see nothing on the floor in my room. . .not to mention the carpet is vaccuumed and the beds are made and it just looks like something that i would never be able to live in because give me a day and that shit will become a mess. I dont like heh am soo messy, but when i can and have the time to i do clean up and it always looks so purdy(like terence omgz! bwa ha ha paybacks a bitch!!!) Hmmm lets see, been missing a lot of the hockey games cuz i am soo damn slow and hardly know whats going on around me let alone trying to keep up with mah hockey team. Soo next week is thanksgiving and this should be quite and interesting one. My brother and sis-in-law and going to be over here for the first time since they were married and man if not careful something may just start and a big fight could errupt. . . hehe kinda makes the holidays more fun. . speaking of which omgz i need a fooking job ><. . . starting to apply at places. . wonder if anyone will even take meh. . who knows right. Well i am too tired to write anything else. . .need to find something to keep me occupied while terence is at band =(. . . bleh lolz


Posted at 11/14/2005 7:40:05 pm by Lin986
 

Saturday, November 12, 2005
DELECTABLE!

Heh soo yea apparently some people didn't like what I wrote in my last entry lolz. It's ok I know i am a bitch it's jsut sad how long it took for some to figure that out. So I am just gonna shut up about it now before I just go off and no one wants that, because I can make you cry and want to kill yourself sooo. . .i'm done =). Sooo apparently I had this math test on friday that i didnt even know about and i was like holy shit thats great i am gonna fail. . .but luckily i got a 96% so i am not complaining at all lolz. Of course this next week, which happens to be my last full week this month, everything is being piled on. I have my english paper due on monday, my economics test on tuesday, then i have my biology test on thrusday with my english midterm, and on friday my economics project due. . . wow whee thats a lot of shit that needs to be done lolz. But whatever i did worse before so i can handle the pressure. With these little pains out of my life now i can concentrate on more important things and thats all good with me. Soooo the rangers omg wtf they are fucking rocking all of a sudden. Winning not only against the panthers but against the tampa bay lightning too. And where are the devils in all of this?! Crying over their little martin broduer and his ghey lil injury lolz hahaha and now they can't even win a game for their life. So theres their big secrect. Want to beat the new jersey devils? Just injure their star goltender because thats who saves there asses everygame. And with no star to save your ass well your basically fucked. Hmmm you'd think I would have more to type about. . . and there is something that i do want to touch on but am being soo strong not to go there because i will end up looking to mean or and i quote "Childish". Ahh ok well am still sick and it fucking sucks but hopefully by monday i will be ok so i dont have to go to class with a tissue plugged up in mah nose lolz. Cause i am sure i am grossing some people out by that lolz. Hmm i need a job, i need money wtf. . lolz omg no one will hire me why not u fucktards!! Yea bunch of randoms stuff that i just said lolz. Feh I want december to be here so I can see terence lolz. . .who is he? Tsk tsk nosey people. But I mean this is a blog wtf did u expect right? Right. Well i think I have taken up more than enough of your time. . .so i will stop. . . oh and by the way I apologize for taking so long to respond. . . =) yea yea i am one childish bitch. . .but you know what? Fuck with me and thats the last person you will ever fuck with. Ever. . . be afraid my dears because you don't even know =)


Posted at 11/12/2005 4:56:51 pm by Lin986
 

Wednesday, November 09, 2005
My life's a mess =P

I guess you can use that in a literal and metaphorical sense. . . Literally in the sense that i have so much confusion going on its not even funny. . . i have slacked soo much with everything around me that it's all starting to show ><. . probably the only thing that isn't fucked up in my life right now is my relationship with my boyfriend. I have completed ignored everything else that i used to do and if i do do anything i do it like half ass with no effort whatsoever. Why? I have no fucking clue. . .i can juggle a lot of things at a time believe me but i dunno ever since classes started again in august its been a slow decline that i am just waiting for to crash and am surpised it hasn't yet. Example. . monday i had my biology test and i literally said u know what fuck it i am not gonna study i can't i dont understand it so if i fail whatver i had to drop the course and thats it. But the thing is i didnt want to drop the course because i am so far behind on credits as is that i dont wanna even be more behind. Granted my attitiude toward it could of been a little bit better, but i had been burnt out from the previous week taking 3 midterms that i wasnt in any mood to take another test. Luckily i did pass the test by the skin of mah teeth and dont have to drop the course. . .and here i am with math homework due tomorrow and intro paragraph in english and i haven't even done it yet. But last year if i had something like this to do it would of been done by at least 3 days before its due date. . .and here i am back to my highschool habits of waiting till the day before i finish it up. Another thing i have neglected hobbies. I used to sew everyday to make my costumes. . .but it's like the buzz is gone from it. Granted i still enjoy doing it, but i feel i have more important and more interesting things to do then sit in front of a machine and prick my fingers 100 times. That i blame everquest on lolz. . . even though i know i cant =). Another thing is friendships. My friend amanda and i used to talk every fucking day or so on aim for like hours at a time. . . but in the last few months more like since sept we kinda drifted from each other. . .she got a boyfriend so i can understand, well now, how much time that takes up. . we hardly talk online at all anymore. . i dont actually remeber the last time i talked with her lolz thats how bad its been. . who's fault is that? Probably mine. . well most definately mine. . . like we have nothing really to say to each other anymore. . again my fault cuz i have these new friends that i share something with and talk to them more now and neglect other. . . again my fault but wasnt intentional.. . . whatever right fuck it, life changes you move on to new things and then eventually move on to something else. . so to sum up i am a fuck up and i need to try and not be so much of one. . first need to fix teh college stuff. . .  .then maybe the others or maybe not and just let them be till it just fades. . . whatever. .

saw this rate your life thing on a friends blog, you know who u are =P, and thought i try it and ohh boy is it bad so i will post it anyway lolz =P

This Is My Life, Rated
Life: 4.8
Mind: 3.6
Body: 5.7
Spirit: 2.5
Friends/Family: 3.5
Love: 7.7
Finance: 4.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz



Posted at 11/9/2005 1:16:31 pm by Lin986
 

Monday, November 07, 2005
More lyrics for joo! =P

Since i am too sick too write something out really. . well remotely interesting i decided to share more of my favorite lyrics with you all. Of course tis another system of a down song because their music is awesome and the lyrics are just so damn meaningful and power so more more more of that. Anyone a absolute fave from Toxicity called Forest soo you all enjoy and next time i shall share my woes =P.

"Forest"
By: System Of A Down

Walk with me my little child,
To the forest of denial,
Speak with me my only mind,
Walk with me until the time,
And make the forest turn to wine,
You take the legend for a fall,
You saw the product,

Why can't you see that you are my child,
Why don't you know that you are my mind,
Tell everyone in the world, that I'm you,
Take this promise to the end of you.

Walk with me my little friend,
Take this promise to the end,
Speak with me my only mind,
Walk with me until the end,
And make the forest turn to sand,
You take the legend for a fall,
You saw the product,

Why can't you see that you are my child,
Why don't you know that you are my mind,
Tell everyone in the world, that I'm you,
Take this promise to the end of you.

Take this promise for a ride,
You saw the forest, now come inside,
You took the legend for its fall,
You saw the product of it all,
No televisions in the air,
No circumcisions on the chair,
You made the weapons for us all,
Just look at us now,

Why can't you see that you are my child,
Why don't you know that you are my mind,
Tell everyone in the world, that I'm you,
Take this promise to the end of you.


Posted at 11/7/2005 10:17:12 pm by Lin986
 

Friday, November 04, 2005
Insert title here

Yea clever one aren't i? Yea well i dunno what to fucking write about anymore so how the fuck am i suppose to give something a title when i have nothing really to talk about. So we shall go random today because i dunno wtf else to do. Let's start of with classes, today i had economics was extremely boring and he gave us some lame extra credit project about finding an item on ebay and drawing some demand and supply curves and writing a 2page paper about it. Waste of time? Hell fucking yes, but i would like to have a decent gpa by the end of the semster therefore i am going to do it. . .due in i think 2 weeks so that gives me plenty of time to procrastinate till the last minute, hand it in and then not get any credit for it because it was all complete and utter bull shit =). Next hockey, Rangers went up against the Devils, ewwww, yesterday night and they fucking rocked in that game. Sure it was a close game, sure the fucking rangers screwed up a bit and were being a lil sloppy. But what made is such an awesome game was that the devils lost. And to see a devils fan all pissed and bitchy looking is the most priceless and funniest thing ever. I mean almost as funny as islander fans but funny none the less. Haha the fucking devils suck cack wuwu lolz. Ok let's see next i dunno if i mention it the last time i blogged but the new system of a down video to hypnotize was fucking awesome. Must of seen it a number of times by now and its like soo fucking awesome makes the anticipation for the album so much more >< Hmm let's see next thing to talk about. . . .i lack everything it seems a lot lately. I mean here i am 10:30pm at night and i wanted to clean my room up because it is a fucking mess and i still havent started yet. What the fuck am i waiting for right? No idea but i lack some kinda structure and discipline for it soo i am just being lazy about it therefore i haven't started yet. i also haven't sewn in a while either. I mean cosplay was soo important to me last year and though i feel it is still important and still wanna go more than anything again this year cuz last year it was soo awesome. . . but i haven't wrked on anything for months. . . yea i am slacking what the fuck. . .hopefully by my winter break in december when i get a lil over a month off i can start wrking on things that i hadn't in a while and some other stuff. .. whatver right. . .what happens happens and thats that. Well i bullshitted quite enough today. . so so long farewell. .. get out omg =P


Posted at 11/4/2005 10:29:19 pm by Lin986
 

Tuesday, November 01, 2005
R.I.P. Jamie =(

Though he was the longest living lil betta that i had he didn't last that long. My little betta Jamie the beautiful bright blue fish died an hr ago =(. I feel so bad but i did give him a proper burial like Mike and Dan. . . hopefully he will be swimming in that fishbowl in teh sky all happy. . .sucks but that is it with the fish. This weekend the tank is going bye bye and no more owning aquatic animals. . i think 3 dead fish is more than enough to tell me that fish dont do well in this house. . .or more so in my keep. Soo my dear little Jamie rest in peace my uber lil betta. Moving to a more happy note the new system of a down video came out today and omg i haven't seen it yet. . once i restart mah comp i will watch it and be like omfg thats fucking awesome. Then i will watch it over and over to drive everyone in the house nuts with mah music wuwu SOAD ftw =P. Sooooo just when i think i am free from the stress of midterms and test boom i got another biology test on monday because everyone pretty much fucked up on the midterm and also not to mention and enlgish essay >< bah bah bah. Speaking of midterms i just got back my last midterm today and overall not that happy with what i got. Granted i am happy that i passed but the fact that i didn't passed math kinda pissed me off. The only good thing is that he is gonna add 10pts to our midterm if we wrk hard for the rest of the semester. . . .so that would give me a passing grade. Feel sooo bad cuz this semster is like my worse ever. Barely getting by with low to mid 70's is gonna fuck up my gpa soo much. So besides math i did get a 72 on my economics i'm not complaining about that and a 77 on my bio and that i am definately not complaining about considering the highest grade was an 83. Soo whatever passed 2 out of the 3 that i took so far. But because my english professor is soo slow i wont have that midterm for like another 2 weeks so whooppie =P. Hmmm so halloween was fucking stressful casuing me mirganes and shit and my sister in law didnt help with it staying over for the night and shit but whatever its all over and done with and hope that she never stays over for the nght ever again without my brother. And to top off the night even though i did not see the hockey game it sucks to hear that the rangers loss 4-1 all goals in the third period which was wiErd but hey sometimes if happens right. . bad rangers omg lol. . .well i'm off to restart mah comp so i can see teh system of a down video and shit. . . until next time. . .rest in peace jamie. . .


Posted at 11/1/2005 9:57:05 pm by Lin986
 

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