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[.Me.]
I'm feeling: The current mood of lin986@aol.com at www.imood.com
Name: Linda
Nickname: Lin, Jonesy,BebopChick, Phreya
Age: 19
DOB: 9/6
Height: 5'3"
Hair: Brown(naturally) now black brown
Eyes: Brown
Location: NYC
Siblings: 2 brothers(both older)
Sport: Hockey
Team: New York Rangers
Fave Players: Dan Blackburn, Jamie Lundmark, Mike Richter, Mike Dunham
Grade: 2nd year in College
Piercings: 2(both in ears)soon more. . .



[.Likes.]
Blue and Black
Surfing the web
Hockey
New York Rangers
Music(SOAD FTW!)
My pets (1 kitty)
Video games
Winter
Cosplay
Sailor Moon
Cowboy Bebop(I <3 Spike ^_^ lol)
Trigun
Chobits
Full MeTaL Alchemist
Hellsing
Naruto
EverQuest ^^
World or Warcraft(my new addicting crack =/)



[.Dislikes.]
School
Islander fans
Devils fans
Puck Bunnies(ick)
Glen Sather
Smart people
Florida
Summer
My computer(sumtimes)
Ass holes
Shit heads
the heat
Parents that think their child is gifted
People who can't take a fucking joke for their life!

   [.Current Desktop.]




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Friday, December 30, 2005
2 years zomg

Heh almost forgot to mention this but yes it has been 2 years ago when i started this lil blog. Who would of thought 2 years later let alone 1 year later I would still be typing in it. I usually get bored of these things and become a fad and just stop when the fad buzz wears off. But no since i was 17 my life has been exciting, boring, depressing, and all that junk. And who would of thought that i already filled out 2 years of it =P. Well thanks all who have read my tales of woes whether daily or once, its cool beans =P. Granted i don't write in it as much as i used to when i first started. . . shows home much a person has changed. . . gonna go and read some 2 years ago entries and see wtf i was writing then what concerned me the most and what not heh all has changed in such a short amount of time. . here's too Greeting's going strong =P. . . oh ya ZOMG 3 days!! ^_~

Posted at 12/30/2005 6:56:05 pm by Lin986
 

Busy busy

Would of blogged like a few days ago but this goddamn week has been so hectic I haven't had much time to do anything. Ok i don't remeber the last time i blogged but tuesday i had to take my economic final, which by the way i didn't study for. And we all know what happens when u dont study right? Well thinking i've done it a few times before i thought with some glimmer of hope i would get away with not doing it and just go on what i remeber just thinking the answers will comes to me as i approach teh question. Hmmm that didn't happen, at all. I totally bombed the test. Oh well my mentality was not school or studying this week because last week it was suppose to be all and done with and i was already not is a studying mood. So a week later u expect me to study? Hell no. Whatver i got into the school i wanted. Who knows maybe i didn't do that bad...or worse. Because he won't be in the office until Jan 15th i won't know that grade or my gpa for that matter until then or later....which sucks. Umm let's see today have some family over to i dunno spend time during the holidays. . .i'm not that type of person and thats why i am sitting in my room typing out this blog while talking to mah segzy!! Yea family...lol not my cup of tea but whatever, right? Hmm lets see lets see. Zomg i am soo fucking excited. In three days mah segzy is coming to new york to visit me yay!! He get's to stay for roughly a bout a week, probably a little less but i am soo happy that he's coming. First time i get to see him in person yayzorz and i want to see him so much. The time has gone so slow just waiting for this to finally come and i'm sure that whole week will just fly by because that's what always happens when something good is going on. But sadly that is something that we all have to deal with. I just want to be able to enjoy my time with him while he is here =D. Well i'm off cuz i got to make nice nice with the family...maybe next entry won't be so far off.


Posted at 12/30/2005 3:27:06 pm by Lin986
 

Monday, December 26, 2005
Good News, for once...

Zomg! Can you believe I finally have some good news. Yar tis been a while since i had any so the fact that it doesn't come often leaves room to celebrate. Finally got my letter back from the college that I applie to in October wanted to get out of this dreaded horrible worthless college that I have been stuck in for 3 semsters and well you can obviously guess it. I got accepted! ^^. Yar finally some good news about my average and the fact that me busting my ass for these past semsters has paid off cuz I got in teh college that I wanted to go to. It's a nice college and it has my major what more can I ask for right? Well would be nice if it were a lot closer to where i live becuase where i thought this was a long commute, this new commute will be a bit longer. . . fun stuff. Possibly the only downfall to the whole thing but its ok becuase it doesn't matter where the fuck where its located if it's the school that i wanted to go to and it offers what i want then i am gonna go for it. To which i will. Of course now this puts me in a bit of a tight squeeze cuz now i gotta hurry up with some stuff because next month is the spring semster and I wanna get adivsed and get my new sechedule as soon as possible so i can get some decent classes. Of course with this being so far away from where I live dunno how i will manage getting the 8am classes that i would do where i am now. Cuz now that it's father that means getting up and leaving earlier. But i dunno i gotta actually find the best and quickest route there and time how long it will take. . shouldn't be that bad but yet i dunno that myself so i need to find this out. But like i said now this is gonna keep me busy for the vacation. Speaking of schooling tomorrow i get to FINALLY take my economics final so i can be done with this semster and get my gpa for it. Granted i already know its gonna suck beacuse bio i got a C+ math C+ and english a B =/. I am hoping that in econmics that I atleast get a B- B and i will be happy. Another C grade and i will be pissed off cuz i know that i did slack off this semster but i thought i still worked hard in trying just not to fail lolz. So tomorrow while i am down there i can get some of this other stuff for my new college done. EEP soo happy that I can get out of this rat hole cuz this school is horrible and the professors dont give a shit and can all rot in hell for all i fucking care. =D Anyway that was my happy happy news and wasn't it great? Well I am off to get some things done and cram my ass off with economics tonight =/....hope hope for a B at least. .  .until next time


Posted at 12/26/2005 11:40:52 am by Lin986
 

Friday, December 23, 2005
Lonely Day

So chirstmas eve is tomorrow bleh i got nothing to write so  i have more lyrics from none other than system of a down ^^. Lonley Day from their new album Hypnotize. . enjoy =P

Lonely Day Lyrics


Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go,
I wanna go with you
And if you die,
I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
It's a day I'm glad I survived


Posted at 12/23/2005 11:34:11 pm by Lin986
 

Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Stupid Transit strike

All those fuckers who went on strike leaving 7million new yorkers stranded without public transportation to get around to schools and jobs and such can all go suck cock and die!!! Sersiouly after all the years they've done this and never striking i never thought i would see teh day that they would strike leaving ppl totally fucked. I mean i know they did it in the 80's but its much worse now. . population has increased somewhat i know for fact and a lot more ppl and to just do that is totally retarded. They bitch about nothing and when they are given something its not good enough for them so they bitch and moan more to get what they want. And you know what its not gonna work like that. . .keep striking u ass wholes because once you go back to work don't even think for one second that people are gonna pay any mind to you or give u one ounce of respect unless they were on your side as well. Beacause this is day 2 of this shit so if this goes on pass friday or hell pass today there is something really wrong. Why am i soo goddamn pissed about it. They had to fucking strike on the last day of my finals. So what has my college been doing? The only thing they can by postponing exams until the strike is over and god knows when that will be. Just wanted to take this last exam on tuesday and not have to go back to my collge until the end of january when classes are in session for the spring semester. . but no they had to strike that particular day....just to fuck with people. . well fuck you ass holes. Heh...aside from that rant my others finals didnt go that bad. . math seemed all too easy.  cheat sheet ftw :P, and biology was ok...not the best test imo but i know i passed. . .last test that i have to take is economics but i guess i am gonna have to wait for that. . also got some of my grades back and i am pissed off about them. Got a C+ in biology and a B in english. Now if those aren't crappy grades i dunno what is. I mean i knew i was gonna do really crappy this semster, hell i forsore it, but i dunno i thought maybe after telling myself that i would be more dedicated to do better. . .geuss not. Hmm let's see ahh yesterday was ou 2month anniversary...lame lame yes i know but i dunno its nice ^^...shut up =P it is!. . . Which also makes me exicted to know that mah segzy will be in nyc soon yayzorz. . . oh and i would like to thank him oh so much for making me play wow....ADDICT!! =) kk i'm done.. =)


Posted at 12/21/2005 6:08:30 pm by Lin986
 

Sunday, December 18, 2005
I am a deviant

I meant to join for a while but just seemed to forget, but today i finally signed up for Deviant Art and now my art will be displayed on teh site for all to see and comment =/. Dunno if thats a good thing for a bad thing but am willing to take the chance i suppose. Anyway the link for it is http://phreya.deviantart.com/ soo u can just click that to check it out...dear friends of mine pls leave a comment ^^. Anyway i'll link it to blog when i remeber too...would be nice if i did it after this but i will probably forget and that will be the end of it until i remeber like a few days later. Soo yesterday was my nieces birthday PARTY...emphasis on the party part because it actually wasn't her birthday. Yes as wierd as it may sound to the rest of us they celebrate her birthday with everyone on a day when its not her birthday but early enough so she wil get brithday and chirstmas gifts. Her acutal birthday, which is this week, is on the 21st of this month. Cuts it real close to chirstmas not to mention its on the first day of winter so its not that hard to forget it heh.. just like my boyfriends, who's is coming up too very soon on the 1st of Jan. .now if i forget that not only am i a bad girlfriend but a retard considering thats the easiest day to remeber. First of the year. Come on now doesnt really take brain power to remeber that one now does it? Hmm maybe for me it does lolz...yar yar i suck. Anyway i basically talked to the wall for the most of that party.. or my brother cuz i didnt know/like anyone else at that party. Real highlight of that crap was when terence called and when we left lol...yea i hate parties that make absolutely no sense, and this one didnt make any at all. Bleh this week is my test week so that should be fun stuff. I have two finals tomorrow. Sucks but the good thing is that i dont have to get up early tomorrow so yayzorz for that. Have my biology and math tomorrow which is my two worse subjects. . lets just hope i barely pass my math test because thats all i really want. . D or C i dont give a flying fuck. . .and then tuesday i got my economic final and lets just hope they dont strike so i can actually take the test lolz. Well i am off to study and talk to mah segzy!! I found out that teh interent is for porn....=) just grab ur dick and double click =/......get it =P


Posted at 12/18/2005 11:18:15 pm by Lin986
 

Thursday, December 15, 2005
Chirstmas =/ bleh

Yea i hate this holiday oh so much i just can't wait till it comes and goes so i can just enjoy my vacation. Finally started christmas shopping yesterday and i only got my moms something for xmas and my neice something for her birthday cuz her party is on saturday and her acutal birthdsy is on the 21st. . go figure they make it early enough so no one jips her of a birthday and christmas gift eh? =P. Soo that reminds me that i also gotta wrap some stuff today of what i bought and go shopping tomorrow hopefully being able to knock out some more stuff =/. Also need to go to the library to return those books from my research paper which i got a B+ on ^^. Anyway today was mah last day of classes WOOT WOOT!! To think this semster is almost over and it couldnt come any faster. Had my long day and basically did nothing in my classes. With the lack of sleep that i had the night before i basically just took a nap in every class. Next tuesday and monday are gonna be fun because i have my finals and after those two days i am finally free of this semester and look forward to a nice long vacation and seeing mah segzy ^^. But of course no year goes like we plan..even teh school year. The people of the NYC transit system are planning on striking midnight tonight and hopefully they dont because i need to be able to get to mah college for mah finals next week, They already set up some retarded contingency plan but the college is basically gonna be postponing the test for a later day but lets just hope it doesnt happen because i dont feel like going back to college during my vacation and waiting even longer for my final grades so i can actually see mah horrible average this semster. Well glad to see that its almost over and that just makes me happy alone lolz. Well I have nothing more to add except rawr ^^...


Posted at 12/15/2005 8:14:41 pm by Lin986
 

Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Yar one more week

Yes yes yes this is finally my last week of classes for the semster and let me tell u i am damn happy for it to be over soon. In a way it has gone fast but in other ways it has gone sooo slow. Just glad that now we will be finishing up learning our last bits of shit and reviewing for next week which is just finals and for me only 2 days so its all good. Then after that i will have that lovely month and a half off to do nothing related to college or downtown near my college...maybe except the fact that i have to take some test for spanish if i wanna take next semster for placement. . .was HOPING not to be here again for another semester but it is looking like i will. Damn fucking cuny system and their ghey transfer process. . . at this rate i will never get out of this college and move to something else and change my major to what i fucking want!! ></cry. . .oh well guess i need to be patient about it. .  and who knows i stil may have hope going there next semester or at least next school year. . .cuz i want out of this college ><. But they may be waiting for this semester grades. . but i dont remeber if i wanted them to see them or not. I believe i put no because i knew there were gonna be horrible this semster. . soo i dunno they are just fucking slow why the hell am i making up fucking excuses for these ppl. . .lazy lazy lazy asses that get paid more than they should and do nothing in the end. Hmm let's see what else. . .Rangers doing really well. . .second in the league tied with another team. Niiice. . . .=). . . so this saturday is my niece birthday party but not her birthday. . no i am not going into that shit. . anyway i havent gotten her a gift let alone done any christmas shopping ><. But we all know how i feel about that holiday or any at that matter. . =). . good thing about this vacation other than the days off is mah segzy coming here eep ^^. . yea yea thats enough of that from me lolz. . back to normal bitch mode again....kk all good =). . well yea i been slacking with writing in this blog but once i am off i will have more time for it cuz i will have nothing to do lolz. . so nothing to write about lolz. Anyway. . . until the next time which will be sometime soon i promise =). . . peace and chicken grease =/


Posted at 12/13/2005 5:03:06 pm by Lin986
 

Thursday, December 08, 2005
Will it ever end?! ><

Omg i cannot fucking wait until this semster is finally over. I seriously cant take this shit anymore and i want my month and a half off. These like past weeks have been fucking sucking and it seems like it is just getting worse and worse =/. For the past three days i have been waking up late, and running all the way downtown half alseep. Hopefully i dont do so again tomorrow or something is really wrong. I mean i know my mentality is already that classes are over for the semster but i mean i still have one more week of classes and then after is finals. . .but its just like no one is doing anything anymore how can i not feel like i am already off. Bleh yesterday i did one of the grossest things i would never of thought i would do. Yestderday in lab i had to dissect a fetal pig. Omg and me thinking it wont really look like that much of a pig but goddamn holyshit that thing was basically full term. IT was fucking 12-13inches long...felt so bad. I didnt really do that much of the cutting into the pig my partner was really having the fun with that but it was jus soo gross to cut up something that looks like an animal..i dunno it just seemed really wierd.  I mean it was so big..like compared to the frog and worm i mean u can actually see the shit inside this thing. I know we did it cuz it was suppose to be a closely related to a human beings insides as possible but it was sooo sick. And of couse i didnt end there. We had to close it up and save it for next lab when we finish up the dissection. Omg we had to save the dissected pig for a while week?! Sooo nasty. . . not looking forward to doing that again next week but once it is over with i will be happy. Speaking of whcih.. lol nothing to do with it but last thursday i believe i mentioned how pissed i was when my english professor didnt how for class..well guess what happened today, again =/. Got up late and ran out the house only to find that the dumb bitch wasnt here...again!! Its really getting annoying how irresponsible she is. I mean omg for a professor u need to be responsible. I have learned nothing from that class this whole semster. That is the only class i can say that i did not gain anything from but migranes =/. And u know what really pisses me off? The fact that she makes the final draft of the research paper due today and she doesnt have the decency to let us know that she wont be in today and makes us re type and corrected it to get it in on time for nothing.. this is the main reason why i cant wait till this semster is over. Fucking bitch can rot in hell for all i care i just want a decent grade from her and to tell her to shove that great big fucking smile of hers up her fucking ass. Yea i ranted enough for today =/


Posted at 12/8/2005 8:07:39 pm by Lin986
 

Monday, December 05, 2005
R.I.P. Goldie =(

Yea.... was gonna write this sooner but i figured it was best now because i know i can type out this entry without crying. Ironic how my mom and i were talking this monday saying god this has been a bad year. . . and she tells me, well its only gonna be December...there is stil room for more. And who would of knew that it could get worse, and so soon at that? Friday we took goldie my kitty of 12 years, to the vet because it looked like he had gained a significant amount of weight within a matter of days. Hell he even felt heavier. Found out when we were there that the X-rays showed he had gained 2.7lbs of weight in fluid. Had something to do with the tumor he had. Basically all of a sudden fluid started to build up in his body giving him little to almost none breathing space. Literally there was fluid everywhere but a little tiny circle. Basically if we would of left it for like 2 more weeks he would of drowned. Sad to say standing there watching the X-ray the vet was like "I think it's time...." those words went right through me because i knew what was coming. Even if we would of tried to help him we would have to come back every 3 days to drain him and it will end up putting him in a lot more pain. Soo bascially the only thing we could do and what we all knew was coming was putting him to sleep. Still is kinda hard to realize that he isn't here anymore. What made me feel the worse was the fact that they brought him down from the X-rays so we could say goodbye to him. To see him sitting on the table, awake and aware as ever, absolutely broke my heart to know that this was going to be the last time that I wil see him alive or that I would see him period. To know that he wasnt going to go home with us was horrible and i kinda wish that i didnt see him. I keep playing it in my head over and over and I'm just glad that he is finally not in pain anymore. Although his last 2 years of life he lived it will diabetes and a tumor he was a fighter all the way to the end. You know how they say cats have 9 lives? Well i believe that he used all of them as he was near death soo many times but ended up being strong and pulling through and recovering like a champ. I had him since i was 7 and for 12 years filled our family with lover and affection....bleh cant even type this without tearing up.. I will miss him very much and loved him soo much. Gonna stop now because if i try to type more its gonna take me forever to get these sentences out without crying... anyway thats all i really wanted to say...rest in peace my lil teddy bear.....


Posted at 12/5/2005 8:09:06 pm by Lin986
 

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